Monday, June 23, 2008

Help me God to please escape
I need help to get out
Soon I'm going to break apart
or just implode without a doubt
Help me God I need you now
I'm drifting out to sea
I'm so afraid I've gone too far
to swim back to reality
I just can't do this on my own
And yet I fear to share
Oh God I need Your help today
before I find despair
Help me please I am locked up
I cannot fight or flee
I can only see the dark
the hopelessness of me
I see a way that leads to doom
Paths that lead to death
Help me God to see a path
that leads to living breath
I feel so bad today to see
only awful choices
Only You can help me now
to conquer all these voices
Help me God that is my plea
I'm weak and falling down
Please have mercy on my soul
Save me before I drown

Wednesday, June 18, 2008


The truth of it all just cuts to my heart
There's no way to change who I am on my part
And those that I love whom I ache to belong
Cannot return my love or my song
People try to comfort with what they can find
But the truth is reality, is hard, is not blind
And it hurts, is so hard, is a tough thing to see
But seeing the truth is the honest way to be
Make no excuses, and try not to lie
Sometimes no life is left but to sigh
It doesn't matter if I am in pain
The ones that I love must leave me again
The reality is that goodbyes are in order
Prolonging this fact gives my heart such disorder
This cell is mine and can't be shared
Even if someone I loved truly cared
I give up, I'm leaving this wrapping behind
Good bye to the hope that is being blind